Choices.

Nothing happens in your life without your permission. From allowing people walk over you to cheating on someone to being broke. None of these things happen without your permission. There are no ‘mistakes’. There are no spontaneous actions. Everything happens with our permission. There’s so much crying can do. Actually there’s nothing. Nothing that a runny nose and tear stained cheeks would be able to do once you give your permission. You’re stuck. There’s no time machine. Nothing. But you keep doing it over and over and over again.

Why?

Semi empty classrooms are your thing. And it’s either you’re really good at attracting people or people don’t know how to read an empty room. Either ways, your life may feel empty for a moment. Just for a moment. Until then, it’s okay to wallow in self misery and depreciation.

You’re talkative. But the moment you have to save yourself you freeze. Talk. Talk!

You could have stopped that. Could have stopped it from getting that far. Could have stopped it from going farther. Could have even stopped it from stopping. But you’ve decided to keep your mouth shut.

Twist the truth to yourself and keep your mouth shut. Oliver Twist.

It’s fine now sha. Stop crying. Read, you have maths exam on Monday.